So I am changing. My body is slowly shrinking to the person I hope it was meant to be. Do you ever wonder what it is really suppose to be like? Sometimes when you see a big person bu they look good...or when you see someone who has lost a lot of weight and they look awful. I look in the mirrow at my face and marvel at how it has changed from that image of me the day I took my before picture. Yesterday I was staring at my neck and how it no longer has a double chin blocking it. Do you see some before and after pictures and the person doesn't look the same? Will I recognize the Michelle looking back at me?
I honestly hope that I am skinny under my fat but I have been fat all my life. Maybe I am suppose to be this way. All I know is I want to know what it feels like to be skinny for once in my life...hopefully it is the way I was meant to be and I will keep it all off!
I joined the BLBE Challenge, I also joined a summer weight loss challenge group....I enjoy a challenge. I just hope that with all this work I will be able to get it off and be happy with the new me.
XOXOXO
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that is a great thought. My mom says I dont have enough determination because my goal wight is too low. I feel like maybe just maybe I look good at a higher weight than others I dont think I will feel comfortable skinny
I've been skinny, it wasn't any better than being fat, but I KNOW there is a happy medium in there. Somewhere between too thin and too thick is a blessed 'just right'.
Every time I look at the silly little charts of what's supposed to be my "healthy" weight range I laugh at the absurdity of me ever getting that low. I don't remember EVER being that low ... but I do remember being happy with myself and THAT'S what I'm shooting for. Kinda like what Marisa said but not quite as poetic ;)
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